Any step foreward or back makes me unstable,
I dont want t move.
everything is so perfect in my little bubbles,
security in numbers.
and theres you.
your bright smile filling my days,
knowing that you care.
but you make me so overbalanced.
The skeletons cant stay in the closet forever,
and the waters rising past my knees.
Church bells are ringing, crows are flying.
This isnt easy.
you're everywhere and nowhere,
but not the one i need.
I really dont know how i feel,
but i know its about you.
but for now i stay stable,
hoping for no change.
I would say 'i love you'
but then everything would change
